taking one step forward and then 2 steps back

I received my child support today, yea! it is always good to get money, I used every bit of it to pay back a loan I had out from two weeks ago ( i had to feed my kids) so I am going to renew the loan so that I can get clothes for my children and food for them ( school starts in 2 days, and they have outgrown everything and have to take their lunches) So I am hoping to go back to the flea market this weekend with more stuff and use that money to cover the bank.